kaychelsea

Hahaha:

Mon, 04 Jan 2010 03:46:18 GMT

Ahhh!! School is Thursday.
I can't wait until March :)

You're so annoying:

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 17:21:21 GMT

Come out and say whatever it is that you need to say already.
I'm so sick of waiting, you coward. :)

2010:

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 07:03:07 GMT

You deserve a big, fat, lingering middle finger.

For New Years Eve:

Fri, 01 Jan 2010 17:34:23 GMT

-I got kissed through the phone.
Broke a 3 year streak.

There is no sense in me making up any kind of New Year's Resolution. Last year's resolutions if I remember correctly were to quit smoking (nope) and to keep Josh as long as I could (nope). But I actually fulfilled one of them, I wanted to respect my parents more. Granted, I'm nowhere close to where I need to be, but it's been an improvement.

I should anyway.
Can't hurt, just maybe disappoint.

The good times definitely killed me:

Wed, 30 Dec 2009 08:26:01 GMT

Why should I try to look pretty everyday.

Xmas Eve:

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 18:45:29 GMT

Everything's fine today.
Josh is here.
It's Christmas Eve!
I think we're going over to Aaron's for a bit to record the last of that stuff, and I'll be at my Grandma's house with my XL family and their food. :)

Christmas has never been this annoying, though.

Everyone have a beautiful night.

Really:

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 02:46:12 GMT

Please stop complaining about boys, they aren't the world.
Jesus, you'd think someone every once and a while could stand on their own two feet for once.
I mean, I don't think most guys complain about girls too much.
Unless the girl's an absolute bitch, which if they were they'd probably have enough sense to leave them.

Anyway, I can't wait to go to North Carolina this weekend with Will and my parents to visit my family that I absolutely love.

Thank God! I need it.

Changing it up a bit I hope.

I know your secret you little sneak.

Yepp:

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 02:32:33 GMT

You're gone.

Thanks.

Me/You/Me/You/Note to Self:

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 17:42:05 GMT

It'd be so nice to just go to the beach for the weekend. I have 8 days of this Thanksgiving break to do whatever the hell I wanted and now it's 12:30 in the afternoon and my ass is still plopped up in the bed.

You're coming today.
(Have you ever seen Me, You and Everyone We Know?)
If you remember the shoes part you've got me and him figured out.

You're stuck at that fucking job of yours.

You're pretty much gone.

You're trying to rub it in.

You're stupid as hell.
--------------------
(Note to Self)
You're a bitch.

You'll always be the one to do shit like this.

You're selfish.

You can't help it.

You don't feel things anymore.

You sit in your room all day doing nothing productive.

You lie.

You smoke.

You hate it.

You don't care about your looks anymore.

You're not clever.

You're not funny.

You're not feeling the emotions that you should be feeling.

You're a blank

robbed-of-words

robbed-of-structure

sheet

of

fucking

paper.

Atleast Will's here to keep me sane. :)

Beautiful Sunday!:

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 20:06:20 GMT

I'm so screwed. I'm so tired of all the daily tasks needing to be done. My boyfriend lives in Egypt, I hardly speak to my Chelsea anymore. We're watching that idiot Twilight movie today, while listening to a bunch of middle schooler girls scream.

I'm sure that if things continue going the way they're going it will all soon come to an end.
And by the looks of it, I think I need to start preparing myself for that kind of thing.

Fuck Fuck
Shit Shit.

Happy up-comng Thanksgiving!

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 03:57:27 GMT

Aweh, Will's little Myspace Blog. :)

I started my job today.

23-17=LOVE:

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 22:04:13 GMT

This past weekend was really good.
But Josh just left last night, so that was pretty hard.
I wouldn't change anything about it though, I really love when he comes down.

Listening to that new Devendra album. :)

Yes!:

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:46:39 GMT

He's here!

Hmmmph:

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 03:05:46 GMT

I swear, me and Josh fight about the most ridiculous things.

And now I can't call him back because his phone is off and has to use the house phone.

We're so stupid. : )

I went in for a job interview today at CVS.

Waiting, Waiting:

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 00:04:59 GMT

I can't wait to see Josh Saturday.

Where The Wild Things Are:

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 02:15:59 GMT

"I have a sadness shield that keeps out all the sadness, and it's big enough for all of us."

You better go watch that movie.

I cried repetitively throughout the entire thing...especially at that part.

Wow I can't wait:

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 21:07:01 GMT

I can't wait to see my Josh again. I miss him so much. He's been doing okay there, I've been doing just normal here without him. But if he were here I know I'd be doing ALOT ALOT better.

I had to write a journal about scars today.
Ate some good chilli.
Close to finishing my least-favorite Vonnegut book so far.
I'm making all A's.
HA!!!
I love this Roseanne.

Thank God it's getting cold out. I miss wearing 8 pounds of clothes.

Fuck you, Boring Life.

AHHH:

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 23:50:01 GMT

I haven't seen this movie in so long.

Wrong Turn.

Bleggggghhhhh!!!!!!

I just want him to come back:

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 21:30:06 GMT

I'm wore out from acting okay with it.

I'm not!

Because it's that important:

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 02:24:48 GMT

We're joining the many dumb, but very hopeful couples in the long-distance run.

He's gone.

But I'll see him again.

Tonight:

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 01:56:05 GMT

Josh is going to be here hopefully within the next hour! I can't wait. :)

And tomorrow we're going to see Regina Spektor.

Life is good right now. : )

October 4th

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:51:05 GMT

"Pure love is a willingness to give without a thought of recieving anything in return."

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 22:12:23 GMT

My mom is always ontop of everything that I do. My grades, my cleanliness around the house, my cleanliness in general. I hope I'm not a complete neat-freak when I get older.

Josh, come back! I've been lashing out at everyone.

This Sunday Afternoon:

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 20:51:15 GMT

This Sunday afternoon:
I went to church.
I ran away from my fifth grade teacher who still takes the time to keep in touch.
I met Josh at the park.
I couldn't deliver the goodbye that I wanted to.
I've been cruel to everyone around me, and can't bring myself to try and apologize.
I'm watching Margot at the Wedding.

I'm waiting on it all to finally catch up to me.

Wow!:

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 19:27:13 GMT

Karen O is writing "pretty much the whole" soundtrack to "Where The Wild Things Are".
As in, writing songs for it.

It's called Karen O and the Kids.

I think this is awesome.