New Years was filled with drinking, fun, tons of kisses, and lots of foolishness.
My life has been pretty interesting lately.
It's been filled with backstabbing and lies at work.
Everyone there except for a few exceptions are nothing but catty bitches.
I only trust maybe two of them and only as far as I can throw them and that's not that far.
I'm just sick and tired of going there and hearing about a bunch of bullshit.
Ugh, and that fucking manager.
God I can't stand her.

But besides all of that, things are going pretty well.
There is one little queen in town that was fucking with Chelsea.
Little does he know, when you fucking with Chelsea, you fuck with me.
Watch your back, bitch.

So, I'm still living with my parents.
We fight, but I still do whatever the fuck I want.
I wonder what goes through their heads sometimes.

And I'm still looking for you.
Whoever you may be.
I want the "you had me from hello".
Even though that probably won't ever happen.

And someone left a note on my truck.
A very creepy note.
Here's a line from it.
"I'll be watching you".
*Shivers*

Ahhh!! School is Thursday.
I can't wait until March :)

I love my new job.

I love my new co-workers.

My boyfriend is effortlessly amazing.

I love my life.

Come out and say whatever it is that you need to say already.
I'm so sick of waiting, you coward. :)

Here's to you getting exactly what you want.



Bonne chance, Cheri!

You deserve a big, fat, lingering middle finger.

-I got kissed through the phone.
Broke a 3 year streak.

There is no sense in me making up any kind of New Year's Resolution. Last year's resolutions if I remember correctly were to quit smoking (nope) and to keep Josh as long as I could (nope). But I actually fulfilled one of them, I wanted to respect my parents more. Granted, I'm nowhere close to where I need to be, but it's been an improvement.

I should anyway.
Can't hurt, just maybe disappoint.

So after about a week and a half of living at home, it's all went to hell.
I've only been home to shower and change clothes in the past three days.
And every time that I talk to them it turns into an argument.
And to think, I actually wanted to give them a chance.
Whatever.

It's New Year's Eve!
And I will be getting shitty tonight.
But I'm afraid this is not going to be that great of a night.
This is the one New Years Eve when I have absolutely no idea of the future.
Who knows what 2010 will hold for me?
Please let it be good whatever it is.
I need some good in my life again.
Where does the good go?

But, the worst thing about tonight: I'm not going to have anyone to kiss at midnight.

Why should I try to look pretty everyday.

ok.. i need a job. thanx

why do i still think about Bradley Mackenzie everyday?
usually more than just once a day.
and its been that way since before my freshman year in college.

Sneaky, sneaky fucking thing.

Everything's fine today.
Josh is here.
It's Christmas Eve!
I think we're going over to Aaron's for a bit to record the last of that stuff, and I'll be at my Grandma's house with my XL family and their food. :)

Christmas has never been this annoying, though.

Everyone have a beautiful night.

I hate Christmas.
I'm so ready for it to be over.

So, I've been moved back in with my parents for like three days.
And I'm ready to move back out already.

And you: Be honest with yourself.